I think I repress a lot of stuff like not just my anxiety and stuff but like my anger and things and I tend – I'm really none confrontationist right? So I tend not to tell people when I’m feeling cross with them or whatever and I think surely you know that I suffer cause I don’t wanna hurt other peoples feelings or something so I went and saw a psychologist recently and talked to him about this and he agreed that I need to find a way to express myself more when I feel angry with people so what he said I should do is write my feelings down that way expressing myself without confrontation so I’ve done that I’ve written some of my feeling down in a poem um and I think it might help to do it for you guys the poems called angry or in brackets feet… bit nervous….

Sometimes I get a bit angry but you couldn’t tell, no you couldn’t tell unless you looked real closely sometimes I get a bit angry but its alright yes it alright cause I keep it out of sight inside, deep inside
I breast fed till I was nine… which my wank… doctor says is fine and he also says id deal with anger better if I wrote about myself in a poem or a letter
My mother was a fucking bitch caring lady she taught me all I know although I was a little slow she never gave up
She never let me slut down although she spent a lot of time at the neighbours house when my dad was out of town
I didn’t walk till I was seven or talk till I was ten but neither did Napoleon according to my wank fucking doctor who has certificates in frames to substantiate his dodgy fucking claims
My father left my mother for the love of a-poontang-nother and I have a bastard brother who I’ve never really known because my dad moved out to Colac and he doesn’t have a bullshit you fat cunt telephone
In primary school I had trouble making ashtrays… friends. An issue which has become somewhat of a trend. The origin of which I cannot pretend has not perplexed me although my wank fucking doctor says its cool and loads of Fat freak fuck you kids.. at school have problems with communication and that of course some medication would be wise in combined with more honest self expression could help me with my issues with emotional repression and at ninety bucks a session I think ill take the thieving wank bastard... lovely chaps advice
So I quite like porn photography and.. uh.. Books on guns history and I'd like to be a politician … vet And I feel as I get older I feel as though I’m more in control of my violent tendencies and when I die.. KILL… die ill have no regrets.
And feel that all this writing is really poofy.. exciting and my wank doc wank fucking doctor would be proud cause I feel a lot less angry and I'm saying stuff out load and I'm letting anger out like today in our last session when I taught wank cunt a lesson cause he said I’m not progressing said I wasn’t moving forward so I said well lets see how you move without your fucking legs...
and I tied him to his chair and I pulled out my machete and I listened to him beg and then I cut his fucking feet off and while he lay there bleeding, I used his feet to kick him in the head.
Thank you giggling cunts very much.